cali
ok i have a few min so i'll write bout california. it was a super duper long drive like over 12 hours. :P it took forever! an then it was cloudy an rainy the whole time we were there while it was sunny back here at home. not fair! lol. there was a lot of fast guys racing...a lot of fast girls too! which was cool to watch. umm when we first got to the track an went into the trailer there had been an accident! matt just got a new gearbag thats white and green and he had his other bag with all his clothes in it on the floor too, but on the way down, a cabinet opened up and a jar of spaghetti sauce fell out, broke open, and covered everything! but mostly, just matts stuff. i have never seen him so mad. he just got super quiet and had an extremely hostile look on his face. so we left him alone for awhile...haha but i had to scrub sauce off the door, the walls, the fridge, scoop it outta the heater grate. ugh it was so gross. an than after all that was done, we used the last of the sauce an had spaghetti for dinner. haha. lets see, i also almost blew up the trailer cuz i was makin beans for dinner and was holdin the handle of the pot with a paper towel...smart move, NOT. the corner lit on fire but at first i didnt notice cuz i was watchin my dad but than i felt it! i dropped the paper towel on the floor and thankfully, stamped it all out. but i melted part of my flip flop in the process...ahaha. im such a moron. o well. i cant remember anything else to amusing but we got home tuesday about one in the afternoon an were leavin again tonight for a race in spokane. fun stuff. lol o i just remembered something else! on the way to cali we stopped to sleep in the middle of night and guess where we slept: WALMART! ugh we are now officially the weirdos who sleep at walmart. jk jk it was funny tho cuz there were a lot of trailers parked there so i guess at least we werent the only ones. :) okay well i gtg help load the trailer. Adios.
This is some of the damage done by the spaghetti sauce. haha. Try Geeross much!!!
These are a bunch of poems I have written during various times in my life...
All Without Words
Walking away
Glancing back
Somber faces
Eyes like glass
Glancing back
A glint
A tear
Rolling down a cheek
Frozen in time
No words to speak
Emotions mixed
Confusion rings
Glancing back
Tender lips
A fake smile
Take no comfort
A long while
Till this will pass
Glancing back
Pained expressions
Joy lacks
Glancing back
The eyes
That used to smile
Say goodbye
Silence.
-james
I Don't Know
When I'm alone
I feel cold
Like I'm struggling to breathe
All by myself
Like a story
With no happy ending
I feel weak
At the knees
Like I'm falling towards the ground
It's like I'm lost
In a maze
And I can't find my way out
I'm tired, scared and reckless
And I don't know what to do
I'm fighting with myself
Should I keep running after you
I felt safe
In your arms
Now I'm not sure where to go
I could go right
I could go left
But right now I'm too confused
You said for sure
That you would stay
But now you've gone away
And here I sit
Wondering
What am I supposed to do
I'm lonely, sad and restless
And I don't know what to do
I'm fighting with myself
Should I keep running after you
-james
How Do You Know?
How do you know?
You know when merely the thought of him brings you joy.
When even the smallest glimpse of him quickens your heartbeat.
When he takes your breath away with a single smile.
When he holds you in his arms and all of your words are lost.
When you can look into each others eyes and say I love you without ever parting your lips.
You know when you no longer ask yourself, "Is this it?"
-james
Him
The hair that I run my fingers through
The eyes that stare into mine
The ears that listen to all I have to say
The lips that kiss mine
The arms that hold me tight
The fingers that intertwine with mine
The legs with which he stands tall
The feet that support him
From head to toe
He is perfect
-james
Do You Know?
Is it love
You ask yourself
How do you know
How should it feel
I think love
Should feel breathless
Amazing and complete
What is love
We always wonder
Will I know
Will I be sure
I'm sure love
Will feel certain
And you'll never have a doubt
I think of it as wonderful
Like in a splendid dream
Never pressured, always patient
As in fairytales it seems
So when you ask if it is love or not
Only ask yourself
Because to each and every person
A different answers found
-james
Silent Knowing
Together they share,
Unknown to others,
A smile, a touch, a private stare.
Lost are they,
In a world all their own,
Treasuring silence,
Yet a million words to say.
Words linger unsaid,
And float through their minds,
Fingers intertwine,
Thoughts of all else dead.
Their smiles they show,
Their feelings they express,
Their words are left silent,
Because in their hearts they know.
-james
Hiding
Hidden is she,
The one you never see.
Empty and lonely,
Hidden deep beneath the sea.
Sea of faces,
Sea of tears,
Sea of places,
Sea of fears.
She hides herself from us you see,
Because she never learned to be.
Learned to be free,
And spread her wings,
Open herself,
For us to see.
She never wanted us to know,
The depth she truly held.
She never wanted us too near,
For fear of love itself.
She shut us out and kept her in,
So that we'd never know,
That she was scared of what we'd think,
When she let her true self show.
-james
Laughter, Joy and Love
Walking all alone,
Shadows flicker,
Footsteps groan,
He approaches,
Secret smiles exchanged,
Lost feelings renewed,
Laughter, Joy and Love.
First, Laughter
Ringing clear and true.
Next Joy,
Filling the hearts of many.
Then Love,
Lingering like a morning fog,
Dampening some,
While enlightening others.
Laughter, Joy and Love.
-james
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